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Yesterday, I had been feeling pretty good about myself, spending the day in the park, when T___ brought up that I had said the phrase, "I would lower the stars and raise the earth" to S___ many months ago.  Has it really been two years?  What has happened to her?  Have I become the feckless bohemian I've so derided?

I should like to see S___ again and apologize, but she (like so many others) has wandered off with no forwarding address.  Such is endemic to these communes, as I am growing painfully aware.

Last night, benzene and the 'red leaves' technique -- too immediate, not long enough to be satisfying and (as a result) actually deferred sleep.