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[xinjinmeng]

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Macrophiles interest me.  Is it a power thing? The ultimate submissive need?  Maybe that's why I had such trouble when I tried to express myself as one.  I have my submissive moments, maybe, but I have difficulty surrendering everything.  There's always some part of me that wants to stab right back ...

In retrospect, I wonder what the rift was among S___, O___ and myself.  I'm not proud of the way I found myself enraptured by the mother instead of the daughter.  Things were odd, though, as things always are.  S___ had the dilemma that she was actually some sort of scion of O___, who still had some sort of telepathic connection. It would be an understatement to say that was a surprise when I discovered that, and it would be an indiscretion to say what conditions precipitated the discovery.

Speaking of indiscretion, I don't think I ken the mating rituals of the size fetishists.  Apparently, crass displays of power are de rigueur.  I can see a mixture of both fear and awe in the eyes of some of the smaller folk as their prospective paramours engage in all sorts of flirtations both mundane and preternatural.  Smashing, stomping, gnashing -- those things I can appreciate.  The threats of transformation or other magical chicaneries give me little thrill.  Reeds and mud, but the intercourse around and about makes F___'s conversation sound like a Confucian tea ceremony.

Silt and saltwater, now the thought of F___ squealing underneath my five fingers has lightened my otherwise perfunctory day.  Tonight, tritium and "kitten and ball".

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[frostbytepb.livejournal.com]

Smashing, stomping, and gnashing, hmm? No wonder you and I got along so splendidly. I am not sure whether I should be flattered or offended at being used as a barely-favorable comparison, but since it is you I will err on the side of delight and choose to be flattered. After all, I am always cautious to avoid becoming crass, no matter how deep the depravity I might be sampling.

Might I propose seeking different circles of size fetishists? I've seen them in all warps. Charmwarp 'Katamarists' may be a source of great amusement to you.

Kitten and ball! I love that one. You'll have to catch me first, naturally, but I promise not to run too swiftly.

[xinjinmeng.livejournal.com]

Katamarists? They are too small. We need much bigger, yes?